Almost 2 months ago, everything changed.

I like to say "Chile social outbreak", because I lived it like it, and I live it now in the same way.

Really I did not live it with a community, when 18 October started everything, I started to felt me so alone.    
However, I tried to include me in social events like manifestation, protests, Open Town Council, assembly, etc. How I felt depended on who was together me, for example if the assembly was nearly to my house, was probably that I felt comfort, but if it was maybe in the university, really I did not feel good.            
The things nearly to my neighborhood did not change, because, the people that live here are mostly old people, them for that, they did not take part in some instances in community. I did not see any change with my nearby.

Them the different emotions that I felt during the revolt, they have been mainly personal. Yes I know that it sounds selfish, but is the true.

I have had, to change a lot of thing to myself, and how I talked, I felt, I maked relations with my friends...  How I did many thing in the wrong way. I don´t know really, it have been so weird, but necessary.

I'm so proud of the people that they could fight for the other that cannot, like me, maybe. Because when I was in protest I felt me so bad, no just my emotion, but my health too.

I don´t know how the things will continue, but I hope that the change that the people have achieved don’t change again... to Knowing the workers can arrive earlier to their house, their salaries have increased, and more changes is too much for me.

I think that I love it too much and I know that I did not too much for it, but I did give everything that could.

Changes to my study program

Hi, if you don´t know, I'm studying anthropology on the Universidad de Chile, but before that I studied the same  carrier on Universidad de Tarapacá en Arica. It meaning that I can comparer the study  program and however the Universidad de Chile has a better program that Universidad de Tarapacá, I think that it is not the only point for evaluate a carreir as a good carreier.When I asked for the change of university, I read the study program of Anthropology and I like so much, because the focus is more practical that theory and just here I can know what is the thing that I'm studying.The study program it´s okay, but the class are so bad, because we don´t have teacher, we have anthropologist doing class, and a lot of time, they don´t know how do class. For example, the last year, we had class with two teachers, one of the was chair teacher and the other was support teacher on the same subject. The support teacher made us class and we did not learning nothing. Later of the exam and everybody lose it, I went to speak with chair teacher and he recognized that all the class that him partner did was wrong. And I say, If your partner is wrong and you know it, what don´t you say something about it?I don´t know, for examples like it, the last year I wanted to left my carrier. I don´t know a lot about my study program, but I know about my class and it´s may to change a lot for being good class. 

Summer Holidays

Hi all.

My summer holiday is meaning of working , since 2016 I go to Arica for the summer and work in nail art, however, while I’m working I take my vacations too. 

This summer I would like to take a trip to Cali Colombia, maybe  on December and if it becomes true and hope to do manythings. 

I think that always I spoke about this place, for example my videos, other posts, but I don´t care, because I love it so much. 

I have spoken with my family about the possibility to travel for my vacations and they are so excited. They always laugh at me because I  lose my natal accent and they tell me that I have to recover it. 

This are my plans while my stay in Cali, obviusly I want to do other thinks, but it is no the only place that I want to do for my summer holiday. 

Later, on the summer to, I have to go to Arica again and stay here until march. I don´t have problems with work while is time to vacations, because I have a good time with my boss. For example, all saturdays, later we have finished to work, we goes to some pub and we drinked mojitos or beer together. When I though in this moment, I feel so lucky. As well as, my chillhood's friends live there, them I have the oportunity to see them. 

I know that it plans does not listen so exaiting, but for me yes. I'm to waiting for it. 

GPOY, Gratuitous Picture Of Yourself

Okay people, I will talk about me in this moment. Choose the picture of myself did not difficult, because in this moment it is my favorite picture of myself.

I can remember this day, it was 14 of December at 2017 and it was a great day, although the photo shows the opposite.

This day started with a call’s friend for asked me if I can to get out with him, because he was to speak with me.

I remembered that in this date I was so bad, I was in a  toxic relationship and I can remembered that for this moment I took just a incorrect decision. I was so exhausted, physical and mentally and it call was so good for me.

I and my friend went to the beach, and we went to eat something.

It is my favorite pic now, because when I saw it, I feel so proud of me, because here I see me defeated and however it was a great day, my life in this moment was not.  For a while, I thought that my future would be like my past present and I had to take a difficult decision for be able to change it. I came to Santiago, I lost one years of the university, I´m far away of my friends, but it is okay. I´m good now and I know that never again I would be like I was in this picture.

Postgraduate studies.

 Hi, if you don’t know I'm studying Anthropology in this moment. It is my second year on the university and I'm so happy about my carrier. 

The next year, I should choose between three options. Social anthropology, physical anthropology and archeology, and maybe I will choose the first one. 

In this moment, I’m working in a project calls “Estudios locos” and it is a political vision about de “psychiatry and medicalization” as a way of system for controlling the subjectivities. We (me and others that are working in this project) understand the “madness” as a defend mechanism that the body has, against to the actuality system. 

Them, I would like to study more about it, the next semester I will take a subject calls “La Medicalización de la Subjetividad como Control Social” and I know that it is not a postgraduate course but, if I start to study it from now, later study it would be easy. I don’t know if a would study in Chile or not, depend only the options and in this moment is so hard to find somewhere to study about the “madness” without the hegemonic discourse. 

I would like to study part-time with “field work” how in anthropoly is calls the experience with people.

My future job

Since I can remember I always have been working in something. I remembered that my first job could be when I was working in a Christmas fair when I was 13 years old. I have worked there for a one week and later when I saw my first salary I took the decision for abandoning my job.

Later when I was 15 years old I took class in a English institute, because I wanted to be a English interpreter. I remembered that I wanted help the people for they could be able to communicates with everybody even enough, their did not the language. 

It's dreams finished in the 2016 summer, because I discovered an item that immediately I love, it is a nail art. 

I have been working in nail art since this date and even enough, the last year I thought to left to study anthropology for being able to dedicate myself to this job completely.

I would like to do it all my live, really I am so happy when I take some hand and star nails cleaning, and later I glaze the nails and finally draw on the nails (the nails are only place that I like to draw). This job obliges me to be indoors, but it is not important for me, because although I like to be outdoors, I like to know new people and speak a lot with them and in this job it is possible. 

The salary depends the station and me, because if I work with good things and I do a good work, I can charge what I want and people will pay.

In this moment I am not working, but I have been thinking in study techniques for perfect myself.

My favorite subjetc

What are you really into?

I really like the Netflix series, even though they are so bad and obvious. I think that I like it, because they help me to spend my time without pressure and when I’m in my home after a difficult day on the university, I just need to take a rest.
In this moment, I’m watching Gossip Girl. This series was perform for the first time at 2007 and finalized in 2012. They have 5 sessions and each of them, have 22 chapters. Gossip Girl is about the privileged teenager’s life on the Upper East Side of Manhattan in the New York City. Their lives just have a first world’s problems and a lot of unnecessary drama. 

When I say that I’m obsessed with Gossip Girl, I am not exaggerating. I can be speaking about it all day, and comparing daily situation with G.G. And when I speaking with my friends and they say something like a Gossip Girl person, I tell us “hey, you are some I don’t know, Chuck Bass”and I have explain who is Chuck Bass. For example yesterday, a girl classmate was dress as Blair Waldorf and a said her but she did not who is Blair Waldorf, but she wants to watch the Gossip Girl,because like me, she needs something for procrastinate her responsibilities. 

The most embarrassing thing I am willing to admit.

All my life I have been doing truly embarrassing things. I think this fact could be because I am so clumsy and I can’t focus for long.

Since I was a child, always the worst things happened to me. Then when I have to recall the most embarrassing moment I had lived, the answer is so difficult to think about, because a lot of situacions could qualify.

I will tell u something that happened a short time ago. When I went to the first English class, I entered an Inglesa´s Class but I did not know. The teacher asked if I was sure that I belonged there, and I answered like "yes, of course"... The class continued, and I was really confused and powerless because I did not understand anything. I even thought about going to Secretaría de Estudios, for remove this course. I went out of the classroom, just about to cry, and saw a classmate of mine, which said to me "Hey, we´re going late for  English classes, come on" so I went with him, but we did not enter the same class, we entered another class (the right one).

I sat down, and thought what a big loser I can be sometimes.

My favorite concert or holiday

My favorite Holiday is thanksgiving day and I will tell u why. 
I choose this holiday as my favorite day because when I was living in my natal city (Cali- Colombia) all my family used to gather for a familiar dinner. This day was an excuse for all the family to be together. 
My cousins, uncles and aunts arrived at any family home that had the privilege of being the host. The food was always bought, because nobody could spend the time cooking for this event, always had a more important thing to do. For example, choose who would be your secret friend that Christmas, or see your family which you had not seen  for a long time. 
When I think of this days, I feel really nostalgic and melancholic. 
My family is so important for me, and in Chile I live just with my father and my mother. And even though I feel so fortunate about that, when I'm surrounded by my family I feel like I'm rich .I will always be fortunet as long as I have them next to me, even if they are usually far away.

A country I would like to visit.

I would like to visit Ecuador, although I was there some time ago. I want to visit this place again, because when I was there I had a really good times with my university friends. 

I know just a little things about Ecuador, in this blog I would tell you that I learn about it in my last visit (I was in Tulcan, border city with Colombia). 

Tulcán a is a Ecuador city and it is in the north of this country, its weather is rainy and cool almost all year.  

Maybe in the future I would like to live there, because it is a save and beautiful place, always there is in a perfect harmony and when I was there, I imagined me living with my friends or maybe not living but yes, coming back to Tulcan in the future for repeating the same thing that we did when we was to the Anthropology Congress in the Universidad de Tulcán. 

I really hope to come back and will be fabulous if you go with me.