Almost 2 months ago, everything changed.

I like to say "Chile social outbreak", because I lived it like it, and I live it now in the same way.

Really I did not live it with a community, when 18 October started everything, I started to felt me so alone.    
However, I tried to include me in social events like manifestation, protests, Open Town Council, assembly, etc. How I felt depended on who was together me, for example if the assembly was nearly to my house, was probably that I felt comfort, but if it was maybe in the university, really I did not feel good.            
The things nearly to my neighborhood did not change, because, the people that live here are mostly old people, them for that, they did not take part in some instances in community. I did not see any change with my nearby.

Them the different emotions that I felt during the revolt, they have been mainly personal. Yes I know that it sounds selfish, but is the true.

I have had, to change a lot of thing to myself, and how I talked, I felt, I maked relations with my friends...  How I did many thing in the wrong way. I don´t know really, it have been so weird, but necessary.

I'm so proud of the people that they could fight for the other that cannot, like me, maybe. Because when I was in protest I felt me so bad, no just my emotion, but my health too.

I don´t know how the things will continue, but I hope that the change that the people have achieved don’t change again... to Knowing the workers can arrive earlier to their house, their salaries have increased, and more changes is too much for me.

I think that I love it too much and I know that I did not too much for it, but I did give everything that could.